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    七年前,Shane Hollander与Ilya Rozanov同为队友,同为恋人。直到后者不告而别,两人隐秘的恋情随之消散。

    七年后,Shane Hollander是蒙特利尔大都会队的明星球员,捧过两次斯坦利杯,手握无数广告代言,人称加拿大金童。
    Ilya Rozanov是俄餐馆Bepa Restaurant的服务员,住着破烂地下室,背着债务账单,偶尔病得起不来床。

    蒙特利尔很大,七年里,他们从未擦肩。

    蒙特利尔很小,兜兜转转,他们狭路相逢。

    Seven years ago, Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov were teammates, and they were lovers. Until the latter left without a word, their secret romance faded away.

    Seven years later, Shane Hollander is a star player for the Montreal Metro, having lifted the Stanley Cup twice, with countless endorsement deals to his name, known as the Golden Boy of Canada.

    Ilya Rozanov works as a waiter at Bepa, a Russian restaurant. He lives in a shabby basement, burdened with debts and bills, and is sometimes too sick to get out of bed.

    Montreal is a big city. In those seven years, they never crossed paths.

    Montreal is a small city. After wandering round and round, they run straight into each other.

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    中文-普通话 國語
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    The Cens have to learn and get used to the pretty neurotic badass that is Shane Hollander. A series of times the Centaurs had to learn how to interact with their newest teammate and deal with his protective husband.

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    After Yuna Hollander succesfully arranged the marriage of her omega son Shane Hollander and the alpha women Rose Landry there was an accident. Involving an amateurish hit man and a bullet hole just centimeters next to her sons head.

    OR

    Yuna Hollander hires two russian bodyguards to protect her perfect son.

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    what the title says:)

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    Shane has always lived inside himself.

    Inside his head. Inside his routines. Inside the version of him everyone trusts to hold it all together. He has learned through the years how to be disciplined, successful, untochable—how to carry love and expectation withouth letting either slip.

    What he hasn’t learned is how to ask for help.

    Luckily, his boyfriend Ilya, who everyone believe is his rival, notices first. He starts to see the patterns Shane won’t name out loud and the silences that last a little too long. He loves Shane, and that means paying attention, even when what he finds is frightening, even when he struggles too.

    or

    Shane slowly develops an eating disorder during the time he and Ilya are secretly dating while still playing for Montreal and Boston, and Ilya is the first one to notice, and the first one to try to do something about it.

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    Ilya had expected Shane, as creator of the multi-year plan to get the two of them in the same place, to have had even more plans for the day his move to Ottawa actually happened. Color coded boxes. Room layouts. Maybe a cute little clipboard.

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    Tuna melt.

    Shane left.

    Shane comes back.

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    It was then that he saw them first, trapped behind a grainy screen, and, really, he should have known. Every previous compulsion would pale in comparison, as earthly pleasures tend to do when juxtaposed with the divine. Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov. They were going to be his big whoopsie, the heaven at the end of a road paved with the best intentions.

    So yes - had Captain Scott Hunter been dragged in front of a jury, that would have been his last line of defence: I tried. It could not be helped.

    *

    In a fortuitous turn of events, both Ilya Rozanov and Shane Hollander are traded to the New York's Admirals. Cue Scott having to handle their shared chaos and his own repressed desires. The more boundaries he draws, the more he ends up crossing, to the point of questioning his own morals, as well as his sanity. As it turns out, he might be the man he suspected all along. The same cannot be said for Shane and Ilya.

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    Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov met in Saskatchewan in 2008. The hockey world was relentlessly escalating their rivalry before either player had even been drafted into the MHL. Shane was eager to meet Ilya, and took the first chance to introduce himself in the parking lot of the small ice rink. Shane agreed to a drink with Ilya after the 2008 World Juniors Championship game, but he didn't know why, since Ilya had left the worst first impression on him outside of the Saskatchewan rink. He chipped away at Ilya's walls as their night continued, and a new, unlikely friendship slowly started to form. Over the years, everything changed: their rivalry, their careers, and their personal lives all shifted in different, unexpected ways. But their friendship, through occasional painful twists, grew into something beyond what either man ever expected.

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    MONTREAL VOYAGEURS PASS ON HOLLANDER FOLLOWING FINALS INJURY
    Despite being projected as at least a top-three pick, Shane Hollander slips to 57th overall after a Grade III ankle ligament tear sustained in the World Junior Hockey Championships earlier this year.

    BOSTON BEARS SELECT ROZANOV FIRST OVERALL, HOLLANDER IN SECOND ROUND
    Boston bets on two of juniors' most electric players; one a sure thing, one a gamble. The Bears have never minded those.

    Shane Hollander did not get drafted to Montreal. He gets drafted to Boston, fifty-seventh overall, after Ilya Rozanov. He has a plan for that. The plan does not account for Ilya Rozanov being the way that Ilya Rozanov is.

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    Two months after becoming a Boston Raider, Shane was still bracing, waiting for something to go wrong.
    Eventually, however, he realizes he doesn’t have to.
    Ilya has some feelings about it too.

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    Shane and Ilya haven’t spoken to each other since they broke up over a misunderstanding at the 2017 All-Stars game. Ilya was traded from Boston to LA and they both tried to move on. But, in December of 2019, when Ilya ends up on injury reserve, he decides to make an unannounced trip to Montreal. He could have never foreseen the global pandemic just around the corner of that decision, and as the world crumbles around them, they find themselves isolated at the cottage for the longest offseason of their lives.

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    After their fight on Boxing Day and filled with guilt, Shane can't get these horrible dreams about a plane crashing out of his mind. Affecting his hockey and his head, he needs to speak to Ilya soon, but he doesn't know when's right. Until he has the same dream but along with the crashing plane, he see's Ilya screaming as it helplessly descends. Jolted awake and with Ilya's boarding time rapidly approaching, he knows what he must do. Tell Ilya "Don't Get On That Plane" if not for Ilya's safety, at least for Shane's own sanity.

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    What if the rivalry was real? Shane and Ilya never did the CCM shoot together. They did, however, feel a spark at the gym during draft day.

    And they had gigantic crushes on each other that never went away. Then one day, 6 years later, the All-Star Game allowed them a chance to finally connect. To see if there was still a spark.

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    A nineteen-year-old Shane Hollander is a completely normal college student-- well, almost. In between studying and lectures, he kills vampires. Pretty normal college student stuff.

    In a world where vampires crawl the earth, feeding on the innocent, there has to be someone to stop them. Or multiple someone's. Shane is one of them, more out of tradition than anything else. He doesn't take pleasure in killing vampires like other hunters do. Despite this, he continues to hunt, to protect the earth from these dangerous, unpredictable, blood thirsty monsters.

    Shane isn't there to hunt vampires, but he's prepared to kill any if he comes across them.

    Ilya Rozanov is also a completely normal nineteen-year-old college student. Other than the tiny little hiccup that he's one of the blood thirsty monsters Shane's grown up hunting.

    Ilya can blend in perfectly. He's charismatic and popular. Textbook frat guy. He doesn't do this because he necessarily wants to-- he does it out of survival.

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    Shane gets ready to come off The World's Longest Suspension. One of his business plans is coming together and his blog is doing numbers. That means that Ilya has to go to the grocery store and fall off the face of the earth. Something scares Shane enough for him to royally mess up at home.

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    There is an extremely beautiful man in the snacks aisle.

    Ilya does his best.

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    🌹"No questions. No feelings. Just because we want to."🌹

    ❤️‍🔥💔 This will hurt — and then it will heal. 💔❤️‍🔥

    Shane Hollander is a PhD student who knows how to stay invisible.
    Ilya Rozanov is Montreal’s most arrogant hockey star who never plays by rules he didn’t set himself.

    It should be easy to walk away.

    Instead, it becomes something quiet and hidden—late nights, closed doors, and a version of Ilya no one else gets to see.

    Ilya doesn’t do feelings.
    Shane was never meant for something like this.

    But he stays.
    And he falls anyway.

    And when it ends, Ilya might finally understand what it meant—
    when there’s nothing left to hold onto.

    (fake dating, secrecy, loving someone who was never going to choose you | WIP — 3 updates/week | happy ending, I promise 💔➡️❤️) 🔥

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    +1 (617) 555-9214
    [image blurred]
    thinking about u

    +1 (857) 555-4473
    i’m guessing this wasn’t meant for me

    +1 (617) 555-9214
    fuck.

    or: Shane Hollander receives a thirst trap from an unknown number - and absolutely should not reply, especially considering how much he and Ilya Rozanov can’t stand each other in real life.

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    Shane Hollander really disliked his teammate and rival, Ilya Rozanov. He got off on making fun of Shane, of his personality he so often called "boring", of the way he played hockey, of how he never went out with the team...

    It was clear that Rozanov wasn't his biggest fan either, so why the fuck was he determined to have Shane come to his stupid party?

    And how the hell did he know that he liked ginger ale? And why were Rose and Svetlana acting as if he were a clueless idiot?

    What the fuck?

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    30
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